Day 2 into 2017 and I feel as though everything is the same, that this notion of the new year bringing change is bs and that really the calendar is just a social construct of mankind and New Years is this celebration that is fuelled by consumerism at its best.
New year, but the feelings are still the same. I’m alive but stuck, living but numb, moving but in the wrong direction sometimes. I still miss him and hate the other him. Because what girl only has one him tbh.
Here’s hoping I’m completely wrong and this all changes and 2017 is the year. That, would be awesome.