So if my past few posts haven't been indication enough, I have a choice, and it involves a boy. A really nice boy, one that could be the one as they say. It's all just so frustrating, my brain says one thing, my heart says something else and then my parents, they're a whole other … More [13/08/17] what do I want?
Rollercoasters, either you love em or you hate them. You and I, we like rollercoasters, we wanted to try this rollercoaster out so we got on, not really sure what was going to happen along the way. Everyone gets on the rollercoaster because they like it. You take that risk, knowing that either you’re going … More [11/08/17] rollercoasters
Here we are again, a place where I told myself I wouldn’t put myself in. Put yourself out there they said, take a risk they said. But where does that leave me? So here’s the story of M, another letter in the list of flings and heartbreaks but you M, you as much as I … More [7/08/17] another letter
Hold it in. Take a deep breathe. Smile. Inhale. Look at her and nod. Smile, again. Exhale. Repeat till you're out of the room and can sob. Do you know someone or have that one friend in your circle that is always happy, always optimistic. That person that is full of life and excitement? Of … More [01/07/17]
If you haven’t watched 13 Reasons Why or even heard of it, where have you been?! (Trigger warning, it is a very very heavy show which has a premise of abuse and suicide). But anyways, the show is beautiful and tragic and my heart cannot handle it. It makes you think, and it really puts things … More [10/04/16] 13 reasons why
There I was, standing all alone. I could see a kaleidoscope of colours and memories and faces but I was stuck. I could feel them, their presence gave me warmth and I could remember how good everything felt. But I could not touch them. They felt so close yet so far. I tried to move, … More [1/04/17] excerpts from a book I’ll never write 
Hey R, I hope you've been well. I hope that the world and the demons in your head haven't brought you down. Looking back at everything, I knew I was right, I knew that you were going to be the one that hurt. You are kind and pure and the world has just been so … More [15/03/17] remembering