No matter how hard you try, time is something that always just slips through the cracks. No matter how hard you try to make the most of every situation and hold onto whatever time you have, you realize it’s never really going to be enough. Ever. My mother has parkinsons. And recently she hasn’t been … More [14/09/17] time
So I’ve been travelling for 2 weeks for my best friends wedding. A much needed break from life, and a much needed detox from thinking about M. I’m just frustrated, we go back and forth between deciding we need to go cold turkey but then not really being able to follow through with it because … More [27/08/17] detox
So if my past few posts haven't been indication enough, I have a choice, and it involves a boy. A really nice boy, one that could be the one as they say. It's all just so frustrating, my brain says one thing, my heart says something else and then my parents, they're a whole other … More [13/08/17] what do I want?
Rollercoasters, either you love em or you hate them. You and I, we like rollercoasters, we wanted to try this rollercoaster out so we got on, not really sure what was going to happen along the way. Everyone gets on the rollercoaster because they like it. You take that risk, knowing that either you’re going … More [11/08/17] rollercoasters
Here we are again, a place where I told myself I wouldn’t put myself in. Put yourself out there they said, take a risk they said. But where does that leave me? So here’s the story of M, another letter in the list of flings and heartbreaks but you M, you as much as I … More [7/08/17] another letter
Hold it in. Take a deep breathe. Smile. Inhale. Look at her and nod. Smile, again. Exhale. Repeat till you're out of the room and can sob. Do you know someone or have that one friend in your circle that is always happy, always optimistic. That person that is full of life and excitement? Of … More [01/07/17]
If you haven’t watched 13 Reasons Why or even heard of it, where have you been?! (Trigger warning, it is a very very heavy show which has a premise of abuse and suicide). But anyways, the show is beautiful and tragic and my heart cannot handle it. It makes you think, and it really puts things … More [10/04/16] 13 reasons why