Where do you go when you’re stuck in the middle of it all. You’re trying to build your life and make something of yourself and you have all the responsibilities and things that you just can’t leave. And its not as if these responsibilities are purposely holding you back, on the contrary, they’re really supportive … More [12/12/17] where do you go from here
I’ve got a dilemma, well it’s not really just one dilemma. It’s just everything all at once. So I’m back together with M haha (honestly, I don’t think either of us thought that ending it would have really worked at that point). Things in terms of us are going really well. I feel this sense … More [30/10/17] in the middle of it all
No matter how hard you try, time is something that always just slips through the cracks. No matter how hard you try to make the most of every situation and hold onto whatever time you have, you realize it’s never really going to be enough. Ever. My mother has parkinsons. And recently she hasn’t been … More [14/09/17] time
So I’ve been travelling for 2 weeks for my best friends wedding. A much needed break from life, and a much needed detox from thinking about M. I’m just frustrated, we go back and forth between deciding we need to go cold turkey but then not really being able to follow through with it because … More [27/08/17] detox
So if my past few posts haven't been indication enough, I have a choice, and it involves a boy. A really nice boy, one that could be the one as they say. It's all just so frustrating, my brain says one thing, my heart says something else and then my parents, they're a whole other … More [13/08/17] what do I want?
Rollercoasters, either you love em or you hate them. You and I, we like rollercoasters, we wanted to try this rollercoaster out so we got on, not really sure what was going to happen along the way. Everyone gets on the rollercoaster because they like it. You take that risk, knowing that either you’re going … More [11/08/17] rollercoasters
Here we are again, a place where I told myself I wouldn’t put myself in. Put yourself out there they said, take a risk they said. But where does that leave me? So here’s the story of M, another letter in the list of flings and heartbreaks but you M, you as much as I … More [7/08/17] another letter