If you haven’t watched 13 Reasons Why or even heard of it, where have you been?! (Trigger warning, it is a very very heavy show which has a premise of abuse and suicide). But anyways, the show is beautiful and tragic and my heart cannot handle it. It makes you think, and it really puts things … More [10/04/16] 13 reasons why
There I was, standing all alone. I could see a kaleidoscope of colours and memories and faces but I was stuck. I could feel them, their presence gave me warmth and I could remember how good everything felt. But I could not touch them. They felt so close yet so far. I tried to move, … More [1/04/17] excerpts from a book I’ll never write 
Hey R, I hope you’ve been well. I hope that the world and the demons in your head haven’t brought you down. Looking back at everything, I knew I was right, I knew that you were going to be the one that hurt the most. You are kind and pure and the world has just … More [15/03/17] remembering
She sounded like she was about to cry. But then I heard her take a breathe. Then she changed the subject. Because, well, that’s what everyone does. When something hurts , we just change the subject.
Ahh this speaks to my soul. – S
Another flight another city. Another day of being confused about what my life holds next or where I am headed. As I sit here typing this I have this short term picture drawn up where I know whats happening till August or who I have to be during that time, but after that its all … More [24/01/17] notes to myself
What do you do when you feel as though your life is dull and there isn’t a particular reason for it to be dull but you cannot think of anything to fix it either. It’s the same routine everyday, I wake up and go to work (which is very rewarding btw) then I come home and … More [20/01/17] Stuck